Where will you be going to?
I haven't been here for a long time, say 3 or 6 months. It has been happened a lot of events. Not too bad, but not fine yet. I even don't have any emotion to write something. I am bored these days because of having no job. I would have tried to look for a new job if I had wanted. I am thinking of what I exactly want. Perhaps I need a journey to find out my dream which has been lost. Nothing is true. I am so disappointed with the world. None of the people tell the truely words, they just want to cheat you for benefits.What am I looking for? How do you denify in success? Is it possible to have a completely honest partner? Frankly, I doubt. I am really upset because I have to change my value of the world. It is a difficult time of period in my whole life. Nothing can be depended on except myself. I really would not like to be a businessman but I have to. I have to face to these realitve issues. So much lies around me. Friends? Relatives? Boss? Staffs? I have a broken heart facing to such an inreliable world. I have to say I am under a giant stress.
I am so anxious that I haven't found out my own lifestyle. I am so embarrassed that I was fault in building my first own business. I am in such a difficult circumstance of having no job, of course, include of money. Alternatively, waiting for the arrange of the god. Just wait, be more patient. I believe everything will be turining out to good points. Be confident. Trust myself. I can. I will achieve in advancement.
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